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Mysterious being

I’m a mysterious being!

I.

Wires and bibles, boxes and scribbles: there is a man waiting for me at the door, he says he likes me.

II.

I’m pondering about the sex market and how I can’t break in, I’m such a nice fellow— I just need a little finishing: of a truth dear, I’m ugly.

III.

He bought a purple carved sitter, it is for relaxing or fucking — I rode him till he came, he sneezed upon me; life is a bit not fair, and I understand that everyone struggles with a demon and that black is a colour for sadness and blue for pain.

IV.

My mother calls herself a slave, she works so hard she claims— Why don’t you feel my pain? Why are you never obedient to me— I’m not even loyal to myself.

V

I’m weighed down by responsibility, you could blackmail me easily or emotionally. Chips fry happily on a fire, if I pass through fire, will I be this happy?

VI

Rub a cat and it will fall in love with you, maybe I should rub my mother—it is hard for me to be still, I dreaded my hair twice, I hated it thrice. Give me money when you fuck me , I will use it to buy food, and keep some for school. I hate to fight with mother, I don’t think she likes me much.

VII

My tears fell into the coco pops I’m eating— I ate my tears you can say. To avoid being pregnant again I took a family planing implant.

VIII

I will be 22 next month, my 21 was bitter, I see the lateness of my thought, I was roofless and wet, I killed a baby, found weed, had multiple sex partners, fucked on my period, had a lesbian mate, made a video of my masturbation and my sister found it, almost tried anal, slapped my cousin, was gifted a cat, went to camp, cried a lot, saw my friends cried so hard as her boyfriend broke up with her— they swore they will get married. I fucked a man I thought was good for mum, he was a fraud from the start, haven’t still found love, had an orgasm and cried, fell into dept, read books, found poetry, kissed my baby cousin I guess I was mushy, my cat tingled with my breast- he didn’t like it much, went for job interviews, waited out in the cold for a man I didn’t like, on Christmas day, I shaved my hair, had a heated argument with my sis- I had to let that out, David is still the best thing to ever happen to me, met an old medicine man in Maiduguri for answers, I want to be attractive but I don’t know how, got an invite for a threesome, it was called off five minutes to the time, danced naked under the rain, I learnt to forgive after being fucked by a guy five days to his wedding on his matrimonial bed, he claimed to love me, I started squatting but gave up, I guess a bigger butt is not for me, I tried a new recipe for making noodles, I still Don’t like pepper, the sky is beautiful when you are not looking.

IX

I’m a mysterious being.

X

Who am I?

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