Mysterious being

I.

Wires and bibles, boxes and scribbles

There is a man waiting for me at the door, he says he likes me.

II.

I’m pondering about the sex market and why I can’t break in, I’m such a nice fellow— I just need a little finishing and coaching. of truth dear, the smell of inexperience.

III.

He bought a purple carved couch, it is for relaxing or fucking — I rode him till he came, and he sneezed on me, life is a bit not fair, and I understand that everyone struggles with a demon and that black is a colour for sadness and blue for pain.

IV.

My mother calls herself a slave, she works so hard she claims— Why don’t you feel my pain? Why are you never obedient to me— I’m not even loyal to myself.

V

I’m weighed down by responsibility, you could blackmail me easily or emotionally. Chips fry happily on fire, if I pass through the fire, will I be this happy?

VI

Rub a cat and it will fall in love with you, maybe I should rub my mother—it is hard for me to be still, I dreaded my hair twice, and I hated it thrice. Give me money when you fuck me, I will use it to buy food, and keep some for school. I hate to fight with my mother, I don’t think she likes me much.

VII

My tears fell into the coco pops I was eating— I ate my tears. To avoid being pregnant again I took a family planning implant and bled for a week.

VIII

I will be twenty-two years next month, twenty one was bitter. I see the lateness of my thought, I was roofless and wet, I killed a baby, found weed, had multiple sex partners, fucked on my period, had a lesbian mate, made a video of my masturbation and my sister found it, almost tried anal, slapped my cousin, was gifted a cat, went camping, cried a lot, saw my friends cried so hard as her boyfriend broke up with her— they swore they will get married. I fucked a man I thought was good for mum, but he was a fraud from the start, I still haven’t found love, had an orgasm and cried, fallen into debt, read books, found poetry, and kissed my baby cousin on the lips because I was mushy.

My cat tingled with my breast while I waited out in the cold for a man I didn’t like. On Christmas day, I shaved my hair, and had a heated argument with my sister- I had to let that out.

Meanwhile, David is still the best thing to ever happen to me. I met an old medicine man in Maiduguri for answers, I want to be attractive but I don’t know how.

After that, I got an invite for a threesome, but it was called off five minutes before the time, and then I danced naked under the rain that night. I learnt to forgive after being fucked by a guy five days before his wedding on his matrimonial bed, he claimed to love me and I began to understand the cruelty of men with every experience.

I started squatting but gave up, I guess a bigger butt is not for me, I tried a new recipe for making noodles, but I still don’t like pepper, the sky is beautiful when you are not looking at your phone.

IX

I am a mysterious being.

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